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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

So I've got my motivation... 

Ok, so I've gotten a some of my assignments back, and I have to admit, I didn't work that hard on them, or try my damn hardest. The World Series and other such things got to me, and while I did get some studying in, *mostly cramming cuz I love to procrastinate sigh..* I didn't get too bad of marks. They're KINDA not so great, but hell I'm going to UT, where you normally get 20% less than what you normally would/SHOULD get. Or so I'm telling myself. Anyways, so I'm getting Bs...and so my motivation is that if I actually try harder and put more effort into studying/doing assignments earlier, I will and CAN do better! I know it..so I'm going to tackle my upcoming two essays and one test comin' up. One is a major-killer one, 3000 words!!! INSANITY! I already went out and spoke with my prof about what topic I should choose and such and he's already given me a kick start=)
So for the next while I've gotta hibernate (which will be hard since I've got two concert duties, two nights in a row..arggg..) and work on these essays. Even if I don't apply for York Con.Ed I still gotta bump up the marks.
Both my cutie and I are gonna work hard on our studies, and we're gonna take some time to focus=) So good luck to him:) and anyone else working at their schooling...don't ya just hate it? I honestly can NOT wait until this thing is over.
Cept I was talking to one of my friends who was encouraging me to go into Law. Haha...I thought it was kinda funny how that's the second or third person to tell me to go into it. Apparently Im good at speaking up and doing JUSTICE for mankind=) I guess I'll consider that when the time comes...I can't stand all that philosophy crap though, I took OAC law and I just couldn't stand it, well actually I didn't put too much effort into it cuz I already had my top 6 OACs...so I totally slacked off once I knew I didn't need it...
I guess time will tell, ugh, but think of the $$$....anyways, I best be off=) Wow I shoudl stop wasting time blogging....

the Verdict is in... 

Ok, so the big hype these days..."the O.C." *I'm guessing it stands for the Orange County?? I dunno, but everyone is saying it's such a grrrreat show and everything and I didn't bother watching it...but in the past few days, they were having some marathon or something?? Showing back to back episodes, and heck, I'm nto going to suffer writing out Chinese Characters without amusing myself SOMEHOW. Adam Brody (or as I like to call him Dave from GG) is in it, and I have to say, I very much enjoyed his character more on GG, not that he's bad on OC just I liked seeing him with Lane hehe=) That Ryan guy, has a very normal look to him, it's nice..none of this hot stuff to attract people. THe girls aren't dead hot either, they're nice looking..haha and NO I"M NOT GAY, *not that there's anything wrong with that*. The show wouldn't land on my "MUST SEE" Tv list, but it's half decent. Seems to be too much drama though, it's trying to mix the whole 90210 with the new age tv...or so how I get it. Comment if you think otherwise, but out of 10, I'll give it a 7. Jennifer Garner's ex-hubby is in it, and he looks SOO old now! *Is it his ex hubby or am I thinking of someone else??* Anyways..yah..
Not in the greatest of moods at the moment, it's sort of my fault, but I'm also hurt at the same time. Sucks, I thought I was doing so well, and then I hear about this mess-up. My fault, I'll take the blame. My apologies for hurting you...and not realizing, my stupidity..I'll try not to let it happen again.

Monday, October 27, 2003

Hmph=( 

Darnit, I hate it when I wake up all flustered...it makes me soooooo upset.
Now I'm torn about going to HK or not, I'm scared of what may or may not happen. I'm not worried about other people, but just what may happen while I'm gone away 4-6 weeks during the summer. What kind of toll it'll take on my relationships with others and such. It just wont' be the same being away, I love travelling and I definitely want to see more of my background and everything, but how to handle this....argggg.
K gotta go find something that'll calm me down....

TENNIS is FUN=) 

Hehehe, so tonight Clem, Alan, wilf and I went out to L'Amoreaux Tennis Centre and played just over two hours! It was lotsa fun, at one point Alan was using Wilf's kiddy racket, it was smaller than his arm!! The actual racquet surface (where the strings are??=) was the size of his hand!! it was sooooo funny!
Ahhh good times with those fellas=) Clem looked SOOOOOOOO good and stylish..hhaha he did lotsa posing for us, it's the FUNNIEST thing EVER! He kinda...does this "pose" stance, where he sticks his chest out, and then his butt out at the same time..makes mel augh EVERY time and it distracts Wilf & Alan...hehehe
We played two sets, first one Clem and I beat 'em 6-1...but then the second one, they won it 6-4. Close, we were losing 5-1...came back but then we couldn't break..I think Alan's serve?? Yah I think that was it...whoa this place, there were other people playing when we got there, they were CRAZY good...! I was like uh-oh I'm gonna stink up the place! Luckily they didn't stay that long so they couldn't see me stinking it up..hehe
My sweetie's so cute...ahh love him so much;) He likes his shoes SOO much his face lit up..hehe=) As I was telling the other guys, I've never seen him get SO happy over a present before, like he does normally but these..he's wanted them for quite a while and he's been holding out...! So I'm glad I got to bring happiness (tennis happiness at least=)...
K I should be off to bed, gotta write a one-page response for tomorrow!
A Bientot!

Sunday, October 26, 2003

I love it! 

Clement got me a STEREO!!=) It's SOOOOOOOOO pretty and the sound is grreat! I can FINALLY listen to CDs in my own room without using my CD player and plugging mini speakers into them! My old stereo was DEAD, the only thing that was useful was the radio and well that was basically my alarm clock. It was taking up so much room too cuz it's so big and so he bought me a new one! SONY!!=) Wood trimming on the speakers...ahh I'm so in love with it=) It was so embarassing, my room was SUCH a mess, I totally forgot to clean it up during the day yesterday! So I spent a bunch of time last night (since I got an extra hour=) and now it looks GOOOOOD. I got him the NEW BALANCE CT1000 haha i love that name, makes it sound so high-tech or something...he loves 'em too! It looks real good on 'em..
The fajitas that I made last night turned out alright, the meat wasn't as great but we were both so full! We ended up going to see Scary Movie 3 with the fellas..it was ok, some funny parts but not the best. I was thinking that it's pretty funny how they link the plots together, while making fun of other movies...I don't know if that makes sense or not..but ahh well!=)
haha on Friday night, we played poker AGAIN but instead of with Kyle, we played with Nick. He makes me nervous cuz he plays a LOT..mostly hold 'em..but he's still pretty good, can't read him too well but I still ended up doing pretty well=) Won s'more money, I'm feeling kinda bad, cuz in 3 weeks, I've kinda won about 20-25$ from Woo alone...ouch! Maybe we'll cut back..I've been readings for about two hours, some dozing off, but heck at least I'm doing the readings right??=)
K, I've gotta go talk to my mom on the phone now..hehe
Love ya cutie=) Hope you perform EVEN better now with the shoes.


Friday, October 24, 2003

I'm smiley 

So today was interesting=)
I had to work, I was very tempted to skip cuz of my test today for chinese, but I went instead. My ass. manager can be such a jerk sometimes. Ugh..he thinks he's SOOOO good and such, and makes me wanna quit sometimes. Whatever, I got through the day and left @ 130...the chinese test? I don't think I did that well...I gotta keep reviewing that stuff, I'm glad I studied the way that I did (LOTSA flash cards) because those did help me out in the end.
Anyways so I walked outta there so glad that it was over. Got me a strawberry sensation cuz my stomach was growling at me and came home. Checked around for some stuff on the internet and then had a pretty good dinner=) Did some work, watched some TV...and then Clem called!=)
We were meeting up with our usual Thursday night GAME...and tnoight i thought I was actually going to lose...I wasn't doing so well at the beginning, but clement's 'theory' of "whoever is winning in the beginning, will become the loser at the end"...came true! Woo was up like 3-4$ and in the end, he had NOTHING. Tonight, I set the NEW record, beating my own, with an earning of 7.70$!!! Crazy..that should definitely pay for my lunch tomorrow, going to go to Duncan's Bar & Grill cuz I've got a coupon with my friend=)
Before the game, Clem and I got to spend some time talking and such, he seems to be Ok, but I'm not sure because sometimes he just..masks how he feels and keeps it in. Not always, but it's hard for me to tell whether or not he's lying ....sucks. Well if you're reading this I hope you're not...I"m sorry about that one game tonight, that was really bad of me..I wasn't thinking..I was being stupid..and..hopefully I gave you back some of what you should have won!
K I'm off to sleep, back to a full day of work tomorrow...sweet dreams y'all!
Ohh and Donna, hahaha...I can't believe we did that!!=) Im' liking it LOTS....smaller and easier accessibility!!!
in the words of my good bud Shayna: "Ciao chickas!"

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

5 whole weeks! 

Well, my mom has officially flown off to Vancouver/HK/Melbourne! She left tonight, and she's going to MANY places, first to Melbourne for my cousin's wedding..the first of that side's generation! So..I know he doesn't come here, but Congrats to Arthur (aka Ahhh-fy!) and Suh...good luck on the future!
Tonight was soooo funny, so after dinner, 3 people - 85$ dinner, 5 dishes...haha, we wanted the 2$ PEKING DUCK! You had to order 50$ or more to get it...and well let's just say it breaks down to really 2 dinners for 85$ It was good stuff=)
Then we came back here for a little bit cuz we had SOOO much time, and then later on dropped my mom off at the airport...we saw these three "police officers" and they were ALL decked out in fatigues and stuff! It was soo cool, they were holding M-5s (or so my daddy says) and I even took pictures of them! Of course I wasn't CRAZY enough to walk up to them, I had my parents pose as if I were taking a picture of them, and then I took two pics of the two white guys (the chinese guy went off somewhere) haha I think they knew..cuz in the second one one of the white guys looked right into the camera:) My mom took it with her trip so I won't be able to put it up quite yet.
Aww poor Cecilia Zhang and the Zhang family, what an awful thing. Apparently the little girl lived just down the street from Donna's house and SO close to clem's!!! That's so frightening! Both told me about how cops were EVERYWHERE looking for evidence, and even knocked on Donna's door to go through their stuff!! Craziness..but I wish and will pray for that family, so troubling..what an awful thing to happen.
Well, on a side note: Kinny, you know how I feel about your situation and dude it's not normal to be ok with it...it's ok to be sad y'know...
G'luck Clem on your midterms (and to anyone else!)...you can do=)
Wow it's almost 1am...off to bed I go!

Sunday, October 19, 2003

He's CRAZY! 

But he's perfect, and I love him

Saturday, October 18, 2003

Ahhh the heat! 

So it's looking very likely that I am going to go to HK for a summer course this summer. My dad's been nagging since last year to go on this trip and how it's once in a lifetime opportunity. It kinda is, and heck I was already planning on taking summer school, I might as well spend just 4 weeks having FUN and earning a credit, than 4 BLOODY months at UofT. I know I'm going to miss a lot of stuff, and people...but hopefully they'll still be here when I get back *fingers crossed*. I don't know all that much yet about this year's trip, but last year they went to a 3 day trip to Guangzhou and an optional overnight trip to Beijing. I don't think my parents are going to make me pay for it..*thank goodness!* cuz they sent my bro to Taiwan when he was younger, so this time they're going to send me to HK=) It's going to be SO hot though...hopefully I'll have AC?!?! Alison, from my mandarin class said that she wants to go too, but she has to see if her parents would let her...I hope it's as much fun as Jo's trip to Berlin last year...and then I can come back, play softball and not have to worry for the rest of the3 months about school!=) yay!
Yesterday, was CRAZY. I had less than 5 hours of sleep...went to work, and I was so pissed off. I was basically the ONLY person on the phones for the enitre morning, with Carmen helping me out here and there..but she had her own stuff to do. I got so mad that I didn't care who was on the phones at one point and just took a 30 min break...it's not fair. The other part-timer called in sick...and so they didn't take into account that I was going CRAZY and getting the idiots on the phone. Whatever...my 'night' shift, giving out tickets was a lot more fun cuz I got to work with this cool guy..haha...we were doing the crossword and joking around the with "tsoundcheckers" Went up to Congee Wong afterwards to meet up wtih Clem, Nick and Vi-hickey. haha That was good...hadn't had CW in a while and we were DAMN hungry! Stoooopid Andy woudln't come out cuz he had to watch "the In-laws" with his parents...plus he didn't have a car...
We watched Charlie's Angels 2 - Full Throttle...OMG, SOOOOOOOOOOO DUMB!!! One of the worst movies EVER seen and both Clem and Nick fell asleep! hahah It was so retarded, made me appreciate Uma and "Kill Bill" even more...didn't think that was possible, but...I did. Anyways, so now I have another 3 hour shift and I really shouldn't be here typing this..cuz I have a bunch of stuff to do before leaving...so I best be off.
Have urself a great weekend and i'll check in later. A Bientot!

Thursday, October 16, 2003

i. am. so. bored. 

Arggg, so here I am at work, doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Well answering crazy people's phone calls (one lady just told me about how her husband died, how she got run over by a GRAVEL truck, and then both hre parents died and how she wants to go back to the symphony????) other than that, I can't do anything else becuase one of our computer systems are down and well, without it I really dont' have anything to do!
So for the past hour I've been cruising online, looking at ppl's blogs, looking at the WANC website (go check it out! hehehehe)...
Did ya see the bachelor last night?!?! DID YOU SEE who's going to be BACK next week!? JAMIE! Yay....! He was so cool...I'm glad Trista didn't get him! hehe, he was funny...Anyways, ugh, how much do you HATE Lee-Ann? And how STOOOOOOOOOOPID is Bob?!?! How could he CHOOSE to keep her there when she like threatened him and EVERYONE hates her?? Ugh she was soo trying to get pity of him "I did not sign up for this, they all hate me..blah blah" well that's cuz you're a BIATCH! If I was one of the 10 girls, especially if I was one of the 4 leaving i would've told him she's a crazy PSYCHO and that he made such a mistake! I would wanna strangle her..rolling her eyes when people are being nice...geez!!! I'm rooting for meredith ALL the way. She seems really nice and the most down-to-earth without being crazy at the same time=)
Darn..I can't talk about GG here..otherwise I'll ruin next week's episode for you..but..i'll say this: I blame LUKE for Rory's mishap...it's HIS fault..he told her not to be there!!!! HOW COULD HE?! "He" is and was still in love with her and htings could've changed had she been there!!! Awwwww....stupid other girl....I don't think he'll be back anymore:( that stinks....

Sweetie: I love you babe=) I'm glad we had our 5 min talk last night..hehe Good luck on your midterms!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

For you to think: 

I kinda 'borrowed' this from someone else's page...I really like it...and well for those guys that actually come here...just change 'woman' to 'man'!

Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, doesn`t mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can`t be topped, doesn`t stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life,doesn`t mean that day isn`t coming. Just because no one has made this race worth while, doesn`t give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of a woman you are,doesn`t mean they can affect your femininity. Just because no one has come to take the loneliness away, doesn`t mean you have to settle for a lower quality. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, doesn`t mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is,doesn`t mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king, doesn`t mean that you`re not already a queen. Just because your situation doesn`t seem to be progressing right now, doesn`t mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining, Keep running, Keep hoping, Keep praying, Keep being exactly what you are already; complete.
=)

Monday, October 13, 2003

Thank you. 

Happy Thanksgiving CANADA!
I've got a lot of thanking to do in the past year..to so many people, but mostly to God.
I was driving along today, and I realized that it's been just over a year exactly that my entire family was shell-shocked because we thought my dad had suffered a heart attack. I still remember that night, it was actually the weekend before thankgiving and my commencement. We were all at home and all of a sudden, my brother and my mom rush downstairs and are like "go get his health card!" and meanwhile I"m all confused as to what's going on. Apparenlty my dad was having pains on the right side of his body, and he felt numb all over. We spent a good 5-6 hours in the ER waiting for an opening for him...it was ever so frightful. After waiting til 3 am, the doctors confirmed that it wasn't a heart attack, rather just some cartilage had thinned out around his shoulder blade and it was causing the numbing/tingly feeling on his right side. *PHEW* After driving home with my mom @ 5am, I had to get up less than 3 hours later to go to work...cuz it was my first day. So yah, long story short (not really..) My dad is a happy healthy fella.=)
My brother moved away, and although it's not that sad for me...it's been an adjustment. We obviously get along better now, we talk sometimes online but he's doing really well out in Dalian, China. He loves it out there and I love the fact that he left me his car=)
I got to go out to Vancouver for three weeks and have an awesome time. I got to see my mom's best friend and stay at her MANSION...and she's a great person too...she treats me like her own daughter (she got two sons) and it was nice to get away from the drama that was happening.
In the past year, I've learned what real friends I have and what great people I have in my lives. They've always been there for me, and I know that they mean a lot to me. They care when I thought no one would, and loved me despite anything that I may have done wrong. I've gotten a lot closer with them, opened up to each other and made our friendships that much stronger.
I'm grateful for my health and for my shelter, clothing and food that my parents provide for me. Well, minus the stuff that I buy myself=) I'm grateful that I've been working for over a year now at the TSO and despite the small annoyances I'm glad that I do get along with most people there...I am the youngest within the corporation but everyone treats me just the same.
Last but definitely not least in my priorities, is my cutie. I'm always grateful to add another year to my life with him. Without him I don't know where or what I'd be. He's been with me through thick and thin, through laughter and tears and held me all along the way. He makes me want to be a better person and he's instilled in me a duty of justice. He brings out my good qualities while depressing the negative ones. He pushes and encourages me to become a better person, and I'll forever be indebted towards him. He's made the impossible, reachable and the unthinkable a dream. I sure hope he knows how much he means to me, because I know that there aren't enough words for me to describe how much I feel for him.
So...thank you God, thank you for providing me this wonderful life with a supportive family, amazing friends and a loving boyfriend. Thank you for showing me so much love through people and things that you have given me. I just hope that in my lifetime I'll be able to do what I"m supposed to do....
What are you thankful for?=)

Sunday, October 12, 2003

You really DO learn new things EVERYDAY. 

So today was quite interesting, sort of. I woke up and I immediately missed Clem. I'm such a dork..haha..he was laughing at me too, how I'm ONLY not going to see him for 2 days (maybe more if we're busy with school) and we've gone longer without seeing/talking for 2 days before...but I dunno I guess this is the first time that he's been the one to go away...I dunno, but yah I just missed him=)
So I was supposed to spend a good chunko f the day doing work/studying...but did I? Not really...I ended up watching "A Life Less Ordinary" - REALLY good movie, I thought...and watching random TV shows while doing my Chinese homework.
SO anyways, I really wanted to see people that are back from uni, and well they went to go see Kill Bill and I couldn't resist. I dunno maybe it was our location of seating but I remembered it to be different, longer almost. I dunno...weird..but I still really liked it...Quentin..you're amazing!!
So I got to see some people there, joked around talked about good times, we ended up going to a bar-type place, wasn't great but we were upstairs away from most people and just talking randomness=) The guys ended up wanting to go downtown or something and so they headed down while I drove Haley home and Alan to pick up his...umm...ID=)
So..back to my "title":
I was talking to one of my friends, who will remain nameless because some of you know him and I don't want this to leak out to certain people...because it might make them sad.
Anyways, so we were talking and he was telling me about how he's really liking this girl in one of his classes...and he was telling me that the first time he saw her, I guess walking into the room, he thought to himself "Wow, that's one girl that I'm never going to be able to talk to"...and now don't get the wrong idea, this guy is really awesome. He's one of the nicest, sweetest guys I know, very respectful of everyone and just treats everyone really well. But as luck should have it, one day...she walked into class and she sat down RIGHT beside him! And they started talking and everything, and well I'll keep this short and not..open up HIS story to you...but they're becoming friends and she said something to him, as she was running off to meet someone..and apparently he wasn't sure what to "make" of it. He told me that he was analyzing it and breaking it apart and everything...and i was SHOCKED! I was like WHOA WAIT! BOYS ANALYZE TOO?!?! And technically he told me that HE himself, he couldn't speak for guys in general, analyzes EVERYTHING. He apparently can't stop analyzing a lot of things! hahahah I was SHOCKED! I couldn't believe my EARS! But, that's...outrageous..I coudln't believe that, and after telling Jo, she coudln't believe it either! hahaha
Wow, and I thought it was only girls that analyze and worry about things...that's interesting. (TO ME AT LEAST!:D)
But I'm crossing my fingers for him...he's a really good guy, and he's ever so nice to me...so I hope ALL the best to him!=) I don't think he comes to visit here..ever...cuz I never gave him this site...so that'sfine! hehe
Hope y'all have a GREAT Turkey-lurkey weekend!!!

Friday, October 10, 2003

haha 

I HAVE to blog about this:
So..JUST now, this telemarketer calls me...asks for Ms. or Mr CHang..and heck I'm Ms Chang...so I'm like SPEAKING!
and she says "i'd like to offer you a credit card with no annual funding.. blah blah" and she went on and on and she was confirming all my information, and apparently, according to her records, I live ** Home Park Ave. Heck I'm not going to change it if she can't get it right! She was asking for my first name: "Elizabeth" haha...and then she said for "security purposes" I had to give her my mother's maiden name: "Baldwin". She coudln't spell it correctly...she had a strong accent..but it was soo funny! At first I thought she was catching onto my 'scheme'...cuz I've got a "kiddy" voice..she really sounded suspicious when I said speaking..haha...but then she kept going..and she even asked me for SIN #!! NO WAY!
Ahhh it was so funny, I think I kept her on the phone for a good 5-7 mins....she didn't really let me say I'm not interested...so I'll play her along. I'm not a fan of telemarketers, and they don't exactly LOSE OUT on anything...they just dont' get anything. Ohh, well I know most ppl aren't fans of telemarketers, but I really hate them...at work, we have some telemarketers..and they do the STUPIDEST things. We get all the phone calls from the customers calling back about how the telemarketers kept calling and harassing them..it's so retarded. LIke if someone tells you they're recovering from CANCER why are you FORCING a subscription on them!? ARE YOU STUPID!?!?Geez...with all that chemo they're going to make sure they get out to the SYMPHONY. Stupid idiots...

But yah, that's my story! haha..myt friends have told me other ones, where after a telemarketer called THEM, they in return tried to sell the telemarketer something!!! hahaha..and kept them on the phone for almost 20 mins!!! Oooh, I think I'm going to keep up with this idea....they waste OUR time, I'll waste THEIR time.

tee-hee! 

So last night was our "ritual" of Poker night @ Clem's house. Myself, Clem, Kyle and Woo, duked it out again, each with 5$ on the table=) I was just hoping to make a little bit of money to get me some lunch for work today...nothing was good at home. So it's obvious that they can all read me...especially that DaRn Clement...hehe..that boy reads me like a book...it sucks!=) So I had my "lucky" (coined all from last night's fun) red hat from UT and I had his blanket wrapped around, hey it was cold! They couldn't see me, and heck, I didn't need to see them! I can't read anyone except Woo anyways...Kyle maybe a little bit..but Clem's a wall..I can never tell if he's bluffing or not..it stinks! But last night was SOOOO GOOD! I kept getting everything, there was one time that I "chickened out" and had I gone forward, I would have gotten a STRAIGHT FLUSH. OHhh well, I made up with other times when I got twice, 5 of a kind=) I whipping em out...playing the right hands...I'm starting to get the hang of it better..knowing when to bluff..and when not to! haha, I might be screwing myself over...ohh well...
So anyways, the first round..went kinda fast. I think Kyle last to everyone...that wasn't so good...it was a fun game though...I caught some people on some bluffs=) I made 1.65$ on that round
so we played a second round and I swept up pretty badly!!! Clem did pretty well for himself as well, Woo got cleaned out=) I got 5.50!!! Apparently I broke the "record"?? hehehe
It was fun!!!
I don' tthink it's ever going to repeat itself ever again...so i'll enjoy it while my 7.15$ lasts..hehe

Thursday, October 09, 2003

Whoa. 

SO, my October 8th, 2003 day is OVER! Test and essay is COMPLETE and FINISHED!!! I was really strugglin' about this day, and now the new day is October 14th...I think I can I think I can!
So afterwards, I went for a lil' bit of shopping...good stuff with my discount & certificate=) I even ran into Sylvia and Chen at the Bookstore. Hehe they were getting close cuz of the discount too!
Came home, went to play some tennis with Clement...and then came home.
I tried installing Windows 2000 but the thing didn't work..I fell asleep fro like an hour..and had a late dinner!
K, so I watched some of NY/Boston game and that wasn't all that exciting.
But it happened, I cracked.
I fell for the Bachelor...I couldn't help it..I ...have no explanation.
And BOY do I not regret it!!!!!!!
Bob, although I haven't watched that many, is my favourite Bachelor(ette) YET! He's soooo funny and he was sooo sweet to Meredith when hef ound out about her grandmother passing away (which was soo sad). But..I gotta say something. For anyone who saw it tonight, at the VERY beginning when they were crying? I was laughing like MAD. Normally I try not to judge people by how they act, or react to situations, especially when I've never been in the situation, but COME ON! I personally have high doubts about these "feelings" that people have, under these circumstances and setting, but this didn't even have to DO with emotions! This was freakin' voting! It's not like they were voting on who to send home or whatever, it was SOO GAY! I'm voting for Meredith, she's got a strong head on and she's not like any of these other girly wusses. That's right, total wusses! I hate that Lee-Ann...she's causing such a ruckus, and she has the idea straight, in that the girls aren't the ones giving out the roses, Bob is..but then why won't she stop bitching at them? All she has to worry about is her game...not their games. IT's all what she brings to Bob..and I sure hope Bob kicks her off next week! Did you guys see the "upcoming shows" thingy? SHE ATTACKS HIM!! What a crrazy psycho!
Aww, how nice was it to see Bob "wooing" Meredith?...aww..I love seeing/hearing about people first going out...and falling for each other..and ..aww I'm so sappy. Geez I'm such a sap!!! Grrrr
Man, I hate when I get sucked into reality TV...the Amazing Race..spoke for itself..it WAS Amazing..and well I guess this Bachelor is different too, cuz Bob is too cute. And it's not that he's hot or dead gorgeous, it's just his personality..none of this "hot stuff" looknig for a "hot date"...anyways I must be rambling.
It's way past my bed time and I have to go to work @ 845 2morrow..darnit.

Ohh wait, there's something else I wanna post about. I'll try and keep it short...
So I am aware of plenty of exceptions here, but...why is it that UGLY people think they're HOT and HOT people don't think they're good looking? It just boggles my mind....
I was walking out of my class today, and there he was. This gross, twiggy, looking FOB...wearing a WIFE BEATER..(with it tucked into his tight-ass jeans) smoking a cigarette giving off this "i'm too good looking for anybody" attitude. Reaction: EWW PUKE!!! It was soooooooooooooo wrong. I definitely didn't need to see that. And then I thought..well why do GOOD looking people NOT think they're good looking? (CLEM) and some other people...I guess those good looking people...are more humble or..down to earth..hmm..so here my two cents: if you think you're good looking...and you act like you're "hot sh*t"...go get a second opinion...I don't know of too many people who think they're good looking...and actually are. Maybe a couple...but at least they're subtle about it....yah..two cents....(sorry!! just yell at me with a comment - hahah sucker you into commenting!!)
K I'm off to bed!!!

Saturday, October 04, 2003

Niagara with the boys... 

So...today was QUITE the experience!
At around 10am this morning, Clement, Woo Wilfred and myself set out for Prime Outlets in Buffalo, New York. I didn't have too much money cuz I'm kinda low on the dough...but I really do need some new clothes for work. I feel so crummy when I go...
Clem's dressed regularly, he wasn't planning on ditching any of his clothes down there, I, well I felt like I looked like ass, I was ready to drop my sweater/crummy jeans that are VERY holy - haha easy access shh! - and woo had this shirt that was SO tight it was soo funny! Wif looked the funniest - he had jeans, white t-shirt...and this LUMBERJACK 'sweater/jacket'..haha I was originaly, I called him Jack for the day....
Anyways, so once we get there, we disperse..haha..it was SOO funny! We all went into different directions and it was kinda silly but we didn't really plan a meeting point or time...luckily we eventually just ran into each other and stuff..I guess when we all got really hungry...I got a skirt, dress shirt from Gap...and then just looked around, I was tempted to get Aeropostale pyjama bottoms...but...Clem talked me out of it, no one really NEEDS pyjama pants..hehe I eventually got 5$ pants from there!!! hahah..Oooh how I love
Aeropostale.
Clem got some Nautica bottoms and an Aeropostale shirt - HE"S COOL NOW! haha...Woo got two pairs of GUESS jeans and some Nautica shirts....GUESS jeans....!!! hah..I can't imagine him in them...anyways
Wif was the BIG shopper...WOW...he spent SO much money! I think around 150$ US? He got SO much stuff..it was soo funny, he had bought a Rugby shirt @ Eddie Bauer...for like 24$...then goes to Aeropostale and finds MORE rugby shirts...for 14$!!! haha..he ran back to return them..sooo funny!
So we were doing our last rounds around the mall, mostly @ Gap...and get this...I FOUND Gap's Blue No. 655!!!!!!!!!! I was told they stopped making those like 3-4 YRS AGO!!! I didn't have that much money so I bought a little one for like 8$...omg..I'm so in love with it! They had SOOOOOO many!! I don't GET IT! They were in new bottles, except the big ones - maybe they're coming back!!!! DAMNIT...I wish I saw that earlier...I hope I don't run out too quickly, or hope someone goes down!!! I need my Blue No.655...it's SO good. It's been my FAVOURITE since like gr 7.....damn...hehe
Anyways, it was fun...we got taxed a lil' bit...but s'ok..we still saved lotsa money. We of course, played the spelling game - Woo was winning at first, but then we picked on him..hehe...then I became the winner!=) We played the movie game too...that was OK...didn't work out too well.
Anyways it was a lot of fun, minus my cramping...ugh..sucks. Man, after eating in the States again makes me SO sick. So many there are so obese...it's sad. It's like they don't even notice either, they're eating like Ben & Jerry's outta the tub; ordering like 2 pizzas...man...it's depressing. After we saw all that stuff, we lost our appetite...
Thanks guys, it was a lot of fun..thanks cutie for dinner=) Damnit, I need to win the lottery or inherit some mad cash...I owe my parents so much, and now I owe cutie lots too!! Grrrr.....stupid tuition.

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